Dear Puzzclar,
Are they making you go cold turkey? I think the most dangerous time when we are depressed is when we stop or change medications (I know from experience). Be careful about becoming irrational. Go to the emergency room if you have to. **** your health insurance.
The porn is probably just a way to comfort yourself from your anxiety. Sometimes when I change my meds my anxiety go way up. The porn beats drinking and overeating because it doesn't make you fat! It might get better when you get used to the medication adjustment. It is amazing how much our bodies can heal from serious accidents but it can take a while. It took me over a year to mostly heal from my attempt. So it takes a lot of patience. Please hang in there.
Sincerely, Myst