Anyone have difficulty making important decisions because your moods flip-flop?
I have a REALLY important decision to make and I keep flip-flopping, constantly. I would post about what it is, but it's so important that I can't risk anyone reading about it at this time.
I can tell you that I have good reason to need to make a decision and strong reasons to pick a certain choice, but I am afraid my bipolar is influencing me to make the wrong decision. It's a decision I can't make purely on fact, I need to have strong feelings about it, too. Unfortunately, my feelings keep changing.
I'm so confused.
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...Out of night and alarm
Out of terrible dreams
Reach me your hand!
This is the meaning that we suffered in sleep:
The white peace of the waking.
~Edna St. Vincent Millay, "Song of the Nations"~
Diagnoses: Bipolar 2, OCD, Chronic Worrywart

Meds: Lithium (reducing), Trileptal, Latuda, Risperdal, Klonopin and Xanax PRN