He's has schizophrenia and degenerative disc disease so I don't get jealous of him because I know how much pain he's in. I do feel like I miss out on life a lot and quality time with him because I work. I try not to but every once and a while I do get resentful because if I didn't have to take care of him and his bills I could get by working 3 days a week. Then I feel bad because I know it upsets him just as much because he feels he should be taking care of me but can't. It's just a bad situation all around.