I used to have vivid delusions that my reflection was autonomous and was the alternate life I was supposed to be living and I was trapped on a side that's not mine. Or that my reflection is protecting me from living my true life because it's worse than this detached one.
I'm still not really past it.
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Bipolar II
Currently attempting med-free with therapy.
We'll see how it goes.
"Human history is not the battle of good struggling to overcome evil. It is a battle fought by a great evil, struggling to crush a small kernel of human kindness."
-Vasily Grossman
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