Been sleeping off and on all day, same with crying, and eating. Felt something touch my head early this morning while I was crying, made me cry harder cause I could've swore it was my Grandpa, been seeing his shadow all over the place in my house just haven't told anyone what I've been seeing, since I don't want to admit to it being a hallucination, I want it to be my Grandpa... Right now listening to music to take my mind off things. It does feel like there is an energy gone from my house (since I live with my grandparents), it just doesn't feel right. Hell none of this feels real, I feel like he's going to be home soon, but that isn't the case. It feels like I'm in a movie, from the outside of everything looking in...