Thank you, I'm trying to be kind to myself, that's why I'mtrying to distract myself from certain emotions cause if I don't I'll try *Trigger* self harming again (I did last night) and I can't keep doing that to myself, my Grandpa wouldn't want me to, intact he'd probably be mad at me, understanding, but mad. So distraction time... (((Hugs))) to you too bizi, thanks for checking up on me with your comments.