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Today I started playing piano again for the first time since my downhill spiral last year. My hands are really out of practice and clumsy, like newborn fawns.
I've been really anxious to start doing all the hobbies I used to have again.
I don't know why. Maybe I'm just scared I'll still find no joy in them. But I enjoyed playing today!
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Bipolar II
Currently attempting med-free with therapy.
We'll see how it goes.
"Human history is not the battle of good struggling to overcome evil. It is a battle fought by a great evil, struggling to crush a small kernel of human kindness."
-Vasily Grossman
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