Okay, so I had a really bad day today. I've been missing my T so much. We recently extended our session to 3 weeks apart, it's week two. Usually I'd have an appointment tomorrow, but my next ones not until next Thursday.

I've been listening to a recording she made for me, trying to journal and to distract myself. It's not working. I've been feeling really crap and alone, I need to connect with my
T.

I know what car she drives (from arriving at her office around the same time once), and it's quite distinctive. One day I noticed it parked near a local health precinct. I worked out she works there the other two days a week.

Tonight after work I felt really crap, so I went to the car park and sat in the car. I was hoping to see her in the car park. After about 5 minutes I decided it was a stupid idea and was about to leave when she walked past.

I don't think she saw me, but I'm worries she spotted me before I saw her. I think she kind of looked over her shoulder. I had an anxiety attack after she left. What if she thinks I'm a creep? Am I a creep?

If she saw me do you think she will bring it up? I don't know whether to admit to what I've done or pretend it was a coincidence. I'm scared she's going to terminate me or something.

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