i feel that in part, things will never get better in terms of life experiences (my life experience has always sucked, it probably always will), but like was said.. their are fun happy moments- okay, i admit in my life probably not many, but they do exist

i've also been at the end of the rope.. i've attempted on my life- i've been on the ward, i've struggled to cope.. but who hasn't

life is weird and you never know how you're going to feel about stuff