You may be in the throws of mania. I have read some other posts and threads of yours that point to this possibility. This isn't a bad thing. I tend to enjoy my mania but do things I later regret - including antagonzing relationships. My ideas about people at the time aren't so clear at such times. I question people's motives. Some of this comes from their recognition that my own behaviour is questionable and they try to help me curb or stop it. The mania has me assuming and convincing myself that they are ganging up on me and even sometimes I think they are hurting me. Does this sound familiar?

This is a good time to bounce your ideas and thought's off a therapist or psychiatrist. Remember, they are there to help. Even your regular doctor is a resource if you can't get in to see the others.

Again, it can be overwhelmingly convincing that people who want to fix the problem are viewed as threats. At the time we simply just can't see otherwise.