What the hell is the point? The summer is so far gone now, and in the cold of the upcoming winter, I've lost everything. A great job, the hospital I had turned to for support, the few people who still bothered with me, it's all gone now. I'm all gone. Even here on the forums, I haven't posted in months and I doubt anyone has even noticed. Have you?
I deserve whatever terrible thing happens to me. I've stopped eating and started cutting, forever hurting. Sorry, but I've used up all the positive energy inside me. I need a reason to live, a second chance. I've learned that it doesn't exist.

God help me.