HI GUYS

i went to see my T and he really supported and encouraged me to go to this hiring event for a grocery chain. they start you out at $11/HOUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyway, i decided beforehand that i most likely was NOT going to go out of my anxieties and fear. anyway, T was really helpful and i decided to go. i went and applied and talked to the dude. He said i will hear back on Friday. I am ambivalent about if i want it to work out or not (because i have a huge fear of CHANGE!!!!) but i am so proud of myself for going. T texted that he is proud of me too!!!!

now i get ready for work =P