I'm feeling like life is one huge test and I'm failing it. Sinking feeling..... My son's disease is acting up and his liver and kidney functions are off so they ran an ultrasound and we are waiting on the results. My son works for my mom and he wasn't feeling well and she called to talk to me about it....my mom has a way of making me anxious anyways sometimes, but the subject of my son and his health REALLY gets my nerves up anyways. I had a big panic attack after hanging up with my mom. I'm trying to stay grounded and not jump to worst case scenarios and talking my mom did the opposite. Now I'm coming down off the anxiety attack and my adrenaline is still pumping...I feel high and light headed and fighting some negative thoughts. Feelings of impending doom are on high right now. I HATE this feeling.