((((((((Pegasus, Fuzzybear, Rainbowzz, Freewill))))))))



I have missed you all too, sorry we have not checked in sooner, just had so much going on IRL....some good some bad..all stressful.

The good..Oh my goodness....With the patience and support of my therapists..and some really hard work, both in the therapeutic process and nose to the grindstone job wise, I have realized a dream...I purchased some land, and my home should be finished next month, they are working on the foundation and fencing.

It's a horse property, so we will have animals, and enough land for my garden too...it will be my home..a real life actual home, not a prison..a place we create that no one can take away ...no abusers..someplace to plant roots deep into the soil and tend the Earth, work on art and writings, and heal, and yes there will be a tree surrounded by grass and wild flowers where the littlest of us can sit and watch the cloud pictures float by..:-)

The same week I signed for my property and home, my daughter told me that the doctor found solid masses on her liver. The last 3-4 weeks have been polarized from working on my dream, and supporting my daughter thru her tests and fears, which she continues to struggle with as the tests continue. The doctor has placed her on so many meds to battle the symptoms, it is so painful to watch as a parent.

Long story, but I have been juggling lots IRL..but it is comforting to see familar faces and kind words when I do finally get to stop in...

Thank you all for thinking about me(s)..gentle safe hugs to all...be well..

Eva..