((((((((((SpazzKatt)))))))))))),

I know how hard it is when we know we have done something that ends the life of little creatures that are dependent on us. I know also that when we have so many things going on around us, we sometimes can't remember everything. I also know that there is nothing we can say to ourselves to make it better or even really forgive ourselves when something like this happens. I know when this happened to me, it just took quite a bit of time before I was able to let it go.....this is pretty much all we can do. Grieve our loss & then vow to never make the same mistake twice.....I always say that I learn from my mistakes....I never make the same mistake twice....I make different mistakes, but never the same one.

It will just take time to be able to let go of the guilt feeling....& it will take time...& you will be ok as time goes on.

My prayers for your peace of mind,
Debbie