I disagree with "Inkblot". It does eventually become "over". It takes time but realization is the first step, WANTING to get over the mental disease the second step. The third and relaly the most important step, is REALLY believing and REALLY wanting to get over it, and really jsut WANTING to have a healthy body again.
If you can grasp the concept of wanting a healthy BODY again, and really being honest with yourself with that "want", you're doing so good.
You're doing so good by joining this forum though. It CAN and WILL be over. Remember it's YOUR life, and you can take control of it again! You HAVE to take control of it because it's YOURS and you only have one!
Life is so beautiful when you're really living it just how you want to live it.

I hope this helps...