Feeling really lonely. Alone at age 40, very unwell (a lot of the time) and a bit overweight thanks to meds. Who will want me? Also have only seen one friend in over a month. Losing friends and the ones I have are too busy to see me. Also feeling low in general but not depressed thankfully. My brain is mush and I am back at university next week. Really worried about how I will go. Wondering what I am doing with my life. Trying to find positives but struggling. Got food and a place to sleep so that is a plus.