(((Sidony)))
I am jealous that you were able to share with your sister. When I share with my sibs, I don't exactly get support.
I agree with you on one thing though, the best sharing comes with T!
In the "for what it's worth" category, when I started my job (and T was away) I fell apart too. Could there be something in the transition that is triggering you? Maybe the transition itself?