This is so crazy. How could I not know I was me? I mean, I knew I was me, but when Im not me, I didn't realise I wasn't there so there was nothing to indicate I had been and gone. To me. Obviously there was to the others.

Im very new. I wonder if thats why I realised me first - no trauma to be concerned with? Anyways, I think I came to be about January this year. I guess I must be ok with internal communication because we do all chat away, and it was them that pointed out I was me. It all came about because it was agreed that we needed a change of lifestyle. Only, I was that lifestyle, so when they got rid of me, I didn't realise it was me they were talking about (Im still on board - no disagreements about this need) Until I came back and asked how it went and did we do it? It was the others that pointed out that if I didn't know, I wasn't there. So I really must be in pieces. I never really believed that before. And now Im here again - so I can catch up on everything. The mere fact Im thinking all this must either mean Im either absolutely crazy, or I just found my first alter - ME! Hahaha. Wow. Thats messed up. Am I insane? I mean - Im me. How could I not realise I was me?! I've literally been under my own nose for the past 7 months, and I still didn't see me! At least, I didn't see me as separate from everyone else until about an hour ago!.

And now I have to wait 6 days to tell T. *sigh*