As Svan said, you're not alone.
Never been in a relationship, but i know what loneliness is like, so let me tell you. Even if it might appear as it is, you're not alone, good thing you came around.
As for this guy, still acording to Svan, there are better people and you deserve better.
I'm around most of the time so, as Svan, you got all our support. Be safe