Well some of you know I've been in therapy a long time, and my life is changing, which is supposed to be good.

Anyway, I'm getting more work, which is good too, right?

Well, yes and no. T has given me a lecture (nicely done, but still a lecture) on self-care and on how it is absolutely essential that I keep having therapy. I MUST keep Thursday morning free for therapy. Which I agree, certainly the six year old in me needs the therapy. And the fact that I fall apart when I do miss a session, it is clear that I really need the therapy. Probably for the rest of my life.

But there are opportunities coming up, I can't go to an interview and say, "Well I'm sorry I can't do Thursday mornings because I'm completely nuts and need therapy!" So I'm kinda stuck, I can't think straight on ths one. I NEED the THERAPY but I NEED to work too.

Help!