My anxiety has been a little worse since yesterday. Maybe because I'm more off schedule with my meds, and maybe I need more Cogentin. My pdoc didn't want to up my dose on that, though. I'm really scared.

I feel like I'm aging extremely fast and there's no turning back from that. I wish I could fast forward, since I can't set back the clock.

Every bad thought I've had about myself keeps popping into my head and I just wish I could erase myself.