Hello not.dead.yet: You know... the Skeezyks is now in his late 60's & he's still angry about things that happened to him as a child & how everyone just stood by & watched. So I can sympathize with how you feel. At this point in my life I live as reclusive a life as it is possible for me to live. I simply want nothing to do with anyone, in real life. Anger, fear, & paranoia are constant companions. In my case, since I am older, it doesn't matter anymore. But it's no way for a younger person to live. So I wish you all the best with your efforts to heal...