I have hurt a friend. Not just a friend, but my best friend. A friend that listens, a friend that has always been there for me, a friend that is interested by what interests me. And then, how do I return the favor? Exactly, by not being there for that person. I will never forgive myself for the pain that I have caused. I was needed, I was reached out, and then I let go, did nothing.

I always hurt people, I never return favors, I never appreciate anyone. I don't know why I was born, everyone in this universe will be better off without me, I don't deserve to be alive. I deserve to die in the most painful and torturous way