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Televisions and the internet have subliminal messages

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Actually, they do. I don't know what the content of your concept of these messages are so I cannot say for sure whether this is hallucination/delusion on your part or whether you are perceiving the actual fact, but I can vouch for the presence of subliminal messages themselves, they are real. (Whether the ones YOU see/perceive are reality is not for me to say.)

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I have dreams that the saints are telling me to murder the "police race".

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This actually has factual spiritual content. It is an apocalyptic message, but your perception of it seems garbled. It may be a precursor to deeper revelation if you're open to it. (If not, I apologize profusely if it seems like I'm being intrusive or in any way making you uncomfortable.)

The confusing thing about these two items is all the symptoms of psychosis you are experiencing along with them. There are those out there who do NOT want you to know this stuff and they would be only TOO happy for you to just mix it in with psychosis and chalk it up to more psychotic symptoms.