Just found out my son's liver and kidneys are fine....the ultrasound was clear! They think the readings were out of whack from the trauma of his appendix surgery last month. This is such wonderful news.... I'm in fears from relief! Still some more personal hurdles for my family and I to jump through, but starting the day off with good news is a good start and gives me hope. I was really sick with anxiety all night last night.....everything felt wrong and I felt like the whole world was coming down on me and everything was going to continue to be horrible. I hate anxiety! I'm taking my pills again and will continue to do so. I really felt like I was on the cusp of an episode last night.....the adrenaline in my body and all the buzzing felt too similar to mania. I felt drugged with uppers....but it's clear now it was anxiety. I got good sleep last night and while I still feel edgy, it's a huge improvement over the past 2 days.