I'm torn. I miss him, haven't talked to him since Friday. We're supposed to talk Monday. Part of me wants to work on it and see if we can make it. He said most relationships go through this kind of rough patch. But the part of me that is looking out for my best interest says its not going to get better, that its going to be a constant struggle. Do I want to spend the rest of my life in two separate rooms.....I just don't know. I really just don't know. I'd be afraid that if I said ok lets work on it that I'd be doing it because I miss him but then why do I miss him? When I ended my last relationship, I was ok afterwards. And when I'm with people I'm ok. Its when I'm alone that I start doubting myself, doubting my gut, my decision. Aahhh I don't know....I don't know what to do.