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Old Jul 21, 2016, 07:39 PM
Sarmas Sarmas is offline
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Member Since: Apr 2016
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Recently I've been dissociating quite a bit. I have this whole other life going on which I've lived in my head since I was 5. I think it's becoming more apparent. My 15 year old called it to my attention the one day. He basically caught me smiling. I wasn't smiling at anything happening in real life but it was what a scenario which I created in my head. Then at the gym I've done the same thing. I find that people are staring at me at times. I'm not sure if I'm paranoid but what confirmed was when my son brought it to my attention. At home I would lose countless hours to dissociation. It's where I feel more at comfort. I brought this up to my therapist but she never addressed it. It's also an embarrassing subject for me to speak about but it seems so odd or silly but it's my comfort zone. I'm not sure if I should bring it up again to her or of I should just deal with it. She didn't seem to be interested in addressing it.