Today I saw this girl I occasionally talk to at the gym. It was my first time seeing her in about a little over a month. I saw her from far away and did not recognize her because she did her hair differently. But she noticed me facing that direction and I guess assumed I was looking at her so she smiled and said hi. I smiled and waved also but did not walk over and talk to her because I was a bit far and I felt that would be weird. I went about my workout. Then later she was using one of the machines which I would walk by on my way to the other room. I am pretty sure I noticed her looking in my direction at one point. Before walking in that direction I tried to summon up the courage to walk over and say something but I just couldn't think of what to say. So I ended up just walking by without saying anything.

Why is this so difficult for me? I feel like this is something that should be simple. But is isn't. I am so sick of this feeling. Eventually I am going to run out of time and then there will be nothing left but regret