I don't know why I'm still depressed. It's been almost 3 weeks, and I'm about to go on a trip to Europe... lucky me...

I've completely lost interest in everything, and I've been trying to stay positive, but damn... it's not working.

Stubborn depression. Makes me want to take Adderall again to induce mania so that my depression will go away, although it might induce a mixed state since I'm depressed right now. It's not like I can contact my pdoc about it anyway, as he's gone until the 26th. I can contact the covering doctor, but I don't know what this person can do to help me. They don't know my history and it's not like they can give me anything.