Thread: I want to die
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Old Jul 22, 2016, 02:00 AM
Yismymindblank12 Yismymindblank12 is offline
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I moved to Texas it was rough my gf and I are close to breaking up because of this.

I was with her for 2 months I am stupid for knocking her up with her having one kid. I will sound selfish but I want to die now. It's not at all I don't want responsibility I don't know what to do in Texas with a neurologicalcondition that with lower my life expectancy and make it more and more difficult to function a normal life period how can I provide for children when I can't provide for myself.

She demands me to move with her in our own place by her family. Many miles away from my parents moving back into Ohio or somewhere from here in texas. So it's convenient for her. There is no compromise I have to be with her and the baby or just the baby or neither.

It's stressful as **** my parents were being very hard on me treating me like crap because my disorder is ruining my life stiff person syndrome is hurting me badly and makes it hard for me to go to the bathroom, move, and breathe at worst times. I cannot be on child support I dated her in my worst time of grief I made promises I can't keep as of now. She expects too much too soon and I feel cheated out of our relationship because of our pregnancy.
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