I don't know what to do. I'm losing a child and I'm a piece of **** and I am not stable to here you say I'm not a good parent. I want to help but she's making it difficult. I want to die now. I feel so abandoned by everything because my right situation I quit both my jobs to move here and I gotta move back because I have an unplanned pregnancy and she will never adopt and will not abort thankfully, but I'm out of options. I want to die. I can't take her crap now her harrassing me. She pressures me and harassed me over this now.