I feel so energetic, but so horrible. Like, I want to die, but then I want to do amazing things to show everyone how awesome I am. I already started my work day at 2am. If I put in a full 8 hours, then I'll be done by 10am and I'll probably clean up my room

Went to sleep at 11pm. Woke up at 1am ish.

It's amazing how we can simultaneously feel up and down. Seems like such a paradox, I say.