Thank you Curley and Depressme. I do want to stop drinking. If i could just have the one drink every once in a while i'd be fine. Thing is that dont happen. Cause i cant have just that one. So i need to work at not having any.

I cant see giving up friends, places and things. That just wouldnt work down this way. Im surrounded by it no matter which way you look at it. Drinking is a big part of this culture. From celebrating a babies baptism to going to one of the festivals. So for me, I just gotta face it and deal with it.

Thank ya'll so much for caring and lending your support. Its nice to have a shoulder to lean on.

love ya'll too
chalmette