I have my final exam in 8-7 months. And if I don't get good grades I am basically screwed.

I did study for 2 hours a single day but I just don't the other days, All I can do is to watch nonsense on youtube, I feel very very awful. everyday is a torture

How can I get myself to study? I should study or at least 5h a day on school days and 13 hours on sat and Sunday to have a future.

How can I get myself to start? I feel like dying!