I'd like to thank those who took the time to read this, and even offer hugs. Just knowing that I was heard is comforting in and of itself.

I'm going through stages of severe depression where I'm just not in the mood to eat, or do much, to being full of boundless manic energy. All within the span of hours. Maybe the caffeine in the diet coke is contributing to this severely rapid cycling? Perhaps I'm just going through stages of grief? Who knows?