I feel like I'm going crazy. Other voices and words just come out of my mouth. Some are child like and some are fem like and some are just Other talking.

I tell myself to shut up a lot- sometimes like wtf? Bewildered, shocked, embarrassed.

Always a reaction or comment on something out of the blue before I can stuff it.

When they speak its like a daze/fog happens then I fight back.

Knowing sux.