(((((((( freewill ))))))))) I am sorry you feel you need to go away for a bit.

Research isn't allowed on PC and I presume the offending research thread has now been deleted. If you see any suspicious posts you can always alert a moderator. PC isn't perfect but it is pretty good!

Do you view yourself as a rat? I think research is good for somethings in helping people and finding the best treatments etc. I hate doing research myself, very boring. You are an analyst yourself aren't you? I remember reading it in one of your threads, Didn't you look into things to try to find the best possible answer? That all being said, PC is NOT the place for research. And we are all anonymous here anyway, unless you disclose who you really are yourself.

I'm sorry you are hurting, I hope you change your mind and stick around, I'll miss you.