My husband has bipolar and he has had it since he was 17. When we got married I did not know or understand his extreme case. We have been married for 5 years. When we first got married money was great he was a golf caddie and he lost that job due to his illness. I just can't help for feeling selfish. I want him to get out and work and make some money. He has been on SSI for almost 2years we have 3 kids and SSi is not enough. I take his check and pay the mortgage but there is not much left after that. Because of his SSI I can not make more than $1500 monthly. So that puts me working only part time. I feel like the man. He stays home with the kids while I work part time. I need help about feeling better about this situation. Sometimes I get so mad!