Been struggling with low grade depression. Finding it hard to get out of bed and be motivated, or enjoy anything at all. Still, I am keeping up with work, chores and some socialising so that is a bonus. My brain feels like mush but I managed to read Shakespeare's The Tempest for my university course which starts this week. It was hard going but I am amazed I go through it at all. There is hope I will be able to study this semester!

All through this I feel so fragile. The last hell mixed episode really took it out of me but I am determined to recover and rebuild my life so I am pushing myself while also being kind to myself. Anxiety has been bad too so I have had to stop trying to taper off CLonazepam. At least for this semester at university.