I feel like I'm going into a mixed episode or agitated depression, idk which, but Inhave a lot of energy, but at the same time too depressed to do anything with my excess energy. Plus the racing thoughts, rapid speech when talking to people, or also substituted with excess posting on here, sometimes incoherently, and the urges, oh the urges to SH... Ugh only Time will tell if it is truely a mixed episode or agitated depression... May make a separate thread on it, idk...