Trying to schedule appt with doc right now but please any input in the meantime about what this is and how to control would be very much appreciated. Little bit of background. . . normally I'm not the happiest person. Not exactly depressed but negative, always thinking the worst is going to happen. Lots of anxiety, occasional paranoia, panic attacks, problems with reckless behavior (usually not out of control though). Not medicated (psych or otherwise) and havent done illegal drugs in past five years.
sorry if this is offensive at all but for the past two days or so i feel like i'm high. having donedrugs in the past its the easiest way to decribe this feeling. its like im on drugs without the drugs. i cant sleep, no appetite and im so UP. at first i was enjoying this. i'm usually such a miserable complaining b!tch that it was a nice change. the lack of sleep is getting to me though and the urge to just do everything is burning me out. i dont know if this is symptomatic of anything. maybe this is what normal people feel like. i've been down for so long i dont know what normal is. anyways, really need advice. i know it sounds odd to complain about not being unhappy. i dont know if its the change thats unsettling me or what. thanks for any advice.