Hello! I am new to the site and newly diagnosed. I've know since my early teen's that something was wrong with me. However, only went to the doctor during lows. They would give me antidepressants and I would be very angry, mad, agitated, irritable on them. Worse than I am already. I am paranoid most of the time. Have racing thoughts non-stop. I have OCD with obsessive thoughts. I am highly sensitive to noise. Most noises make me angry. I am looking forward to learning more about people, bipolar, and getting accustom to having a "mental illness". I stopped taking meds in May and went in to a two month depression. I am currently "high" at the moment and have been for a few days. Hopefully, being put back on medication will help me stay stable. Thanks for reading. Sorry its everywhere.. but that's where my brain is right now :/