Yes I feel this way. I feel like I work so hard and strive for a better tomorrow and I tell myself "Okay, just climb this mountain. You'll be fine. You can do it!" So I conquer that challenge. But instead of being able to enjoy my accomplishment, I realize I only climbed a series and there beside it is an even bigger mountain. And each time I read the precipice of the mountain, from behind the clouds gleams another taller mountain and I think to myself--- does it ever stop? Do I ever actually stop struggling? Is there ever a moment I can feel like I'm not absolutely throwing my entire being in to making it through another trial? Do people ever just stop feeling completely and utterly exhausted?

So yes, I am there now. I feel like no matter what, there's just another challenge on the horizon and that realization is crushing. I won't ever be able actually live my life and smell the roses because I am so overwhelmed just trying to make it through the day.

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