Also I have a guy friend that I talk to and he thinks the webcamming was more about me feeling like if I showed a little skin I might get some money he believes that I was more tricked into thinking this was work and that I could live off this. I said to him that I thought I was a slut he says that I am a nice girl. So if that is the case then how did I end up on there? I guess I felt like my talents wouldn't give me money and the financial security I was begging and needing. All of this was just insecurities and bad judgement from moments of depression