Does anyone else have this problem? Why are people so blunt and cruel about a person's looks and size? I freak when anyone makes any comment about what I look like.

I am on the thin side right now and I have disordered eating. Sometimes I just feel sick and worn out---and I look tired when I look in the mirror. My family is concerned about me and how I don't take good care of myself. So I visited my father yesterday and he said I look good. Period. No other comments. WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?? DOES THAT MEAN I'M WEARING A NICE BLOUSE THAT DAY? MY HAIR LOOKS GOOD? OR IS IT A COMMENT ABOUT MY WEIGHT? I ALWAYS think someone is talking about my weight. And I equate looking good to being fat.

I feel like everyone is watching me and what my body looks like and what I eat or don't eat. I just want to hide so no one can look at me...