Sometimes it feels like life is only about making it through the day. You made it up the mountain. Just because there is a bigger mountain next to it doesn't belittle your strength and determination. You made it thru the day and that is an accomplishment for some of us. You can do it and you will have those moments of happiness that help heal the sorrow and despair.
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Originally Posted by ruesia
Yes I feel this way. I feel like I work so hard and strive for a better tomorrow and I tell myself "Okay, just climb this mountain. You'll be fine. You can do it!" So I conquer that challenge. But instead of being able to enjoy my accomplishment, I realize I only climbed a series and there beside it is an even bigger mountain. And each time I read the precipice of the mountain, from behind the clouds gleams another taller mountain and I think to myself--- does it ever stop? Do I ever actually stop struggling? Is there ever a moment I can feel like I'm not absolutely throwing my entire being in to making it through another trial? Do people ever just stop feeling completely and utterly exhausted?
So yes, I am there now. I feel like no matter what, there's just another challenge on the horizon and that realization is crushing. I won't ever be able actually live my life and smell the roses because I am so overwhelmed just trying to make it through the day.
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