healingme4me, hannabeem and phoenix31 -

Thank you all so much for your kind words and thoughts. I'm grateful I found this site with so many people who understand the devastation I'm feeling.

I'm also thankful my old horse is still hanging in there. I went to the barn today and spent time with him and helped with the other animals. (The lady who runs the barn does rescues, so there are goats, donkeys, pigs, alpacas, etc. needing care). Being with the animals is very therapeutic.

Thank you all so much again. I'll check back in soon.