I don't know the feeling I am. My niece and nephew are leaving early. They're leaving in less than 24 hours. My nephew is asleep next to me. Ever since he was a baby, he would fall asleep playing with hair (my sister didn't let him.) or my moms. My chest hurts and I can't sleep. My thoughts are bouncing so fast. I've been writing this for over 30 minutes now because I keep forgetting. Like. My mind will go completely blank and I'll have no clue what I was saying/thinking/writing and not have a clue or never even remember some times. My moms making my dad call a low income lawyer to try to get the kids away. All I hear in my head is them crying they don't want to go home. My niece and nephew freak out at just the mention of having to go home. It's killing me. There's too much happening right now. My boyfriend isn't talking to me at the worst time. I wish I could sleep
I hope everyone's doing okay. <3
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