Still agitated and restless and depressed, don't wan to.do anything, but I still have a lot of energy, racing thoughts, my brain won't shut off, still a high urge to SH, ugh... Still very paranoid, and hearing voices, I got to.break free from this... Going to call Medicaid either today or tomorrow to check into getting a supplemental insurance and see if they took my Dads insurance out of their system as my supplemental plan, so I can at least get my meds refilled.